Well, I'm flying out tomorrow morning for NY, so see you all when I get back!

I will be flying to NY. I'm gettin' in at around 7pm. Probably give some people a call late that night when I get settled in or early Wednesday.

Cheers!

For Jen and anyone who wants a fantastic read:

Part 1:
http://forums.worldofwarcraft.com/thread.html?topicId=2288039230&sid=1

Part 1 1/2:
http://forums.worldofwarcraft.com/thread.html?topicId=2366728992&sid=1

Part 2:
http://forums.worldofwarcraft.com/thread.html?topicId=2366734656&sid=1

Part 3:
http://forums.worldofwarcraft.com/thread.html?topicId=2518017266&sid=1

Part 4:
http://forums.worldofwarcraft.com/thread.html?topicId=2647309487&sid=1


New story arch:
Part 1:
http://forums.worldofwarcraft.com/thread.html?topicId=2765930941&sid=1

So, I think it's the end of the road.
Yesterday morning, Jer got pulled over for ticketed for not having insurance that we cannot afford.
The fine? Minimum of $980.
Guess what we don't have?
Guess what happens if we don't have it?

So I'm going to be moving back to NY within the next couple weeks. I don't know how long I'll be there with my one-way ticket, but I pray to anyone that'll listen that it'll only be temporary. In the mean time, in NY, I'll be working my ass off trying to get us out of debt here and keep Jer from going to jail.

This also means calling in favors I'd rather not to get by before I can start getting money in.

I cried when I was talking to my mom on the phone last night. I can count the number of times I've cried in front of her on one hand. This makes me a bit nervous as to my state of mind when I made the decision, though at the time, the decision was just to go there and not come back.

So why would I be going back to NY to get a job when I'm in AZ right now?
Well, a few reasons. One being that... I need to step away from the situation a little to get perspective on a few things. Two being that where I live, there isn't a job for me. Three, I know I can get something fast in NY, since I know so many people. Four, I'll sound like a baby, but I really need my mom right now. Five, I can get things straightened out while I'm there; things like my GED and driver's license.

This isn't easy. It breaks my heart into a million pieces to have to do it but it has to be done.

I also will not have internet access during this time. Anyone who knows me, knows how to get in touch with me in NY. Please do so when I do go, (even you, Ikol). I really need everyone I can get.

Well.
This sucks.






























To be continued...

FOR GNOMEREGAN!

http://forums.worldofwarcraft.com/thread.html?topicId=2647298339&sid=1

So my mum called this morning and Nina woke up. She's pretty there mentally after almost a 3 month coma, but her motor skills are lacking, which is to be expected. However, she walked almost on her own and brushed her teeth the other morning.

:)

*ahem*
Meep.


Old... but I was reminded of it the other day.
http://www.qwantz.com/archive/000009.html

Yes, I am still alive. Sorta kinda.
Kind of sad that I'm not going up home to visit this month like I was supposed to. Just life here is too unstable financially and I want to be here since Samhain is actually a holiday for Jeremy.

So it's looking like I may go up in January instead for a month or so. My mum is getting surgery that they have to break both her feet for (seriously) and won't be able to walk for 3 weeks. I figure if I don't go up there now, I'll stay up there a while and help her recover and giver her company.
Also while I'm up there, I hope to sort some stuff out and take care of some unfinished business I've had since I left like I did.

If there be a Chandra or Jen reading this, any news on Megan? Last I heard they were going to get to keep their house but her dad was still not with them. What's been going on with that? Does anyone even know what happened to her? I really hate that I lost contact, especially when so much crap happened in her life... is there any way for me to get in touch with her?

Chandra, please tell me you're alright too. :(


In other news... not much more to tell.

Nina's husband was in her hospital room with her watching the game a little while ago. When their team scored, he swears he saw her smile a little.
Did she really or was it just what he wanted to see?
She's still sleeping after almost 4 months now.
It's so hard to think of the fact that I grew up at the same time as her daughter. I couldn't think of being 22 and suddenly never being able to have my mom talk back to me again. I sometimes wonder if it would be worse if she were just gone or if she is how she is... there but not going to wake up.

EDIT:
Ever get that creepy feeling like there's someone standing there behind you...?
http://i59.photobucket.com/albums/g319/Kupo114/WoWScrnShot_102107_135941.jpg

http://www.bestwavs.com/allwavs/news.asp


YOUR WEBSITE WAS A LISTING OF DOWNLOADABLE TELEVISION THEMES!


Remember kids, God frowns upon the Odd Couple theme.

I really haven't heard from you in forever and I'm getting pretty worried. I don't know how to contact you, especially since the MidLand forums are gone, and I don't know if you even read this anymore. If you do... adhf;aojdhf;adjf

Yes, I've filled this meme out before, but I find it fun to do these again every so often... just to see how much you've changed in that time.



Hehe I think Jen should take it again too and put it next to her old results. So much has changed, but not as much as I thought!

http://www.mgroves.com/images/do_not_want_star_wars.jpg


NANA was licensed by... by... FUCKING VIZ!!!111


NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

*has flashbacks of the butchered treatment of Naruto*

The song of the day is...

Internal Bleeding Strawberry by Olivia Lufkin... since I'm cool and can't find it to download... it's here on my not-so-whored out MySpace page as my default song...

http://www.myspace.com/kupo114

Isildra says hello.

So this morning, I'm waking up to hearing these sounds in my house, even though I'm the only one home. I try to move, and I'm completely paralyzed but my left eye, which I can only force open half way. These sounds and even sensations continue. One of them was the sound of Jeremy coming home, be he had just left for work a couple hours before. One of them was the feeling of fur on my arm like when my cats used to walk on me while I slept, but I own no cats now. The third was the voice. I knew it to be a disembodied voice and I was terrified, but I still couldn't move, no matter how hard I wanted to.
So I lay there... and I get to thinking that all of these things are a little odd to be happening all at once.
Jeremy coming home from work because he forgot something: plausible.
Jeremy bringing home a kitten: Not bloody likely at ALL, but plausible, I suppose.
The strange ghost voice: Considering my life up to this point, definitely plausible.
But all unlikely.

The more I started thinking that this was all pretty out there to be happening at once, though, the less I was hearing things, and the more I found I could move. By now, I could open my right eye, but I still couldn't see out of it, but it was a start. Eventually, I regained nearly full control of my body and the sounds stopped completely.
I turn my head to glance at my clock and realise it's 8:30am, about the time I naturally wake up. I sat up in bed, and was completely fine.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnagogia
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis


Hehe, the whole thing was a hallucination from me being sort-of awake, but not all at once. ^_^